TRUST and the catharsis of tears is a repost of a dear friends writing.
I may have mentioned my tasks once or twice already but they are such an important part of my relationship with Sir... So I will continue... There were many tasks which had an obvious reason. My liaison with M was a way for sir to see whether I was ready to push myself away from the... Continue Reading →
What he asked of me next was to prove an ongoing source of worry for quite some time. I had told him that I was straight, I felt no sexual attraction to females whatsoever. I had also told him that if something was not a hard limit I would explore my sexuality for him. So... Continue Reading →
"It's simple, be genuine and try hard." He said "You can have this, but you must show me you want it" As I made my way home after the first time I met him, his words floated around in my head. Different conversations melting into each other, as sensations from our evening together danced over my... Continue Reading →
A couple of weeks ago I was picking up my children from school and heard one dad say to his three-year old daughter "Don't try to do that, you can't do that yet so don't even try." She had asked for him to help her on the monkey bars after seeing her friend (my youngest)... Continue Reading →
During those early conversations he would draw information out of me, a constant stream of little jobs for me to do. A picture here, an answer there, now two pictures each day with different writings, and then a video. Ok, ok...pictures were hard enough (confronting the image of myself before I hit send) but videos....... Continue Reading →