A Leap of Faith - Page 29 of 30 - A walk in the shoes of the barefoot sub.

Beyond a certain point the whole universe becomes a continuous process of initiation.

It was soon time to meet with H again. We had been in regular contact over the two weeks since

I had read about sub frenzy in the early days of my research. My understanding was that it affected new

There is something which was of interest to me, something I wanted to learn more about and I definitely wanted

Nothing could have prepared me for the sense of loss and abandonment that I felt. It is hard remembering how

Not long after we met with the couple Sir had some news for me. He would be working overseas for

I may have mentioned my tasks once or twice already but they are such an important part of my relationship

The seeds of self-worth had been planted. Sir was the cloche around them, and P was my frost. As I

Once more I am back in the hotel room with Sir. I had arrived as planned, followed the instructions given

The times we had been able to meet were so intense, and the perfect cherry on top of a wonderful cake,

A week before my birthday I had an interesting email from Sir. He intimated that it was his birthday and

There I was, kneeling, head bowed with my eyes gently closed, a bottle of lube in my hand, waiting… P

There was no doubt that luck had played an important part in my task completion. There had been no lack

What he asked of me next was to prove an ongoing source of worry for quite some time. I had

I don’t remember a time when I wasn’t plagued by a thirst for knowledge. I have never seen this as

It soon became clear that I didn’t need to be saved, just found and appreciated for exactly who I was.