Kidnapping Kink And Internal Chatter

This weeks TMI Tuesday caught my attention. I was inspired to think about kidnapping, belonging, fun times and that internal chatter.

1. Under what circumstances would you fake your own kidnapping?

I could only fake my own kidnapping in a kink setting. Discussed and agreed upon in advance, naturally, this may be a dark desire, but consent is still vital. And plans for afterwards need to be in place. But for me there is something deeply erotic about creating fear and vulnerability, while safe and cared for.

The picture I’ve shared is from my first rope session with 1001011. I wanted to try the hood, and he wanted to try some uncomfortable positioning.

2. Do you feel you belong?

I have never felt more like I’m exactly where I should be than I do right now.

3. In your life, what is a fun thing you did that you will never do again?

I recently took my children to London for the first time. We had such an amazing time. Exploring the streets, and the underground. Navigating with little legs and biting winds to contend with. It was such a relaxing, happy and, most importantly, fun trip. I’ll never take them to London for the first time again.

However, just think of all the other places we can visit for the first time? And return visits to the capital! Now that is exciting!

4. Do you listen to your inner voice?

I do have inner chatter, and I’m learning to listen to the right commentary at the right time. Sometimes it can be pretty loud!

5. What can you hear?

My inner voice can be quite cutting at times. We all have our insecurities, don’t we? But at other times I am much kinder. Sometimes I hear Sir. Other times different people. But sometimes I can hear nothing, zilch, nada. That quiet is relatively new, a post-covid calm. And that’s bliss.

Bonus: Do you know yourself?

I like to think I know myself quite well. But I also love the fact that we all have the potential to evolve. I look forward to getting to know myself again and again, as I continue to grow into myself. Last year had a surprise in store for me. I stumbled across a trigger. I’ve worked hard to overcome the ones I know about, but this one was sneaky and it crept up on me… Fortunately, I have come to know myself well enough to pull together a plan. I put steps in place to work through that brief return to a dark and scary place. (Not to be confused with the safe and scary headspace I spoke about with an erotic kidnapping in Question 1.

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