“You can’t do it!” My brain was screaming loudly, though my mouth remained clamped shut. Silent.
Staring at the blank screen in front of me I had been counting down the hours until my deadline. That had now passed, words for the extension request almost failing me too. It was the worst case of block I have ever experienced and the cause of it was entirely unknown. The internal screaming continued, louder by the day. Drowning out every little piece of understanding that sat in the recesses of my brain. Strange how running quieted my grey matter brat. While thundering around the trails I could form sentences, prove my understanding and make headway with the words.
As soon as I sat down to that little screen the paragraphs evaporated.
They came eventually. Dribs and drabs of incoherent blathering. Not up to my normal standard, but technically I wouldn’t need to hand this one in to get a pass mark so I could afford this temporary glitch. Stretching back in my seat I growled. The frustration coming out in a growl of rage, my inner brat vocalising for the first time. With her voice came hot tears, burning at my eyes and clawing to get out. Angrily swiping them away with my sleeve I knocked the laptop with my elbow and brought up the internet browser.
Fuck It!!
As I’m here I’ll just have a quick look…
My Xhamster login was automatic, and my favourites easy enough to pick through, to find exactly what was going to hit the spot. Hot tears dried and dormant folds began to heat and swell. Dropping my hands to my pussy, stroking gently in time with the slaves hands as he stroked his mistress’ clit. Delving into my inviting wet hole with more vigour than I’d realised I had in me while his colleague fucked her with a shiny black dildo gag. Climaxing with the Domme on the screen as her body was wracked with sensation, gushing over my cushioned chair as her mouth poured obscenities at those caged boys.
The brat was quiet, for the first time in a couple of days. Sated…
Maybe now the brat has cum the words will follow.
Can’t do it? Won’t do it, until she gets her way.
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Currently staring at a blank piece of paper trying to form words and explain my thinking !!!! I’m thinking I might just lay down with my Doxy and watch clips of my Boy xx beautiful writing xx
I hope you were inspired. Xx
Sometimes one thing has to happen first, before you can move on to the next. Powerful writing.
Rebel xox
It’s a study technique to remember for next time, that’s for sure. Perhaps my tutor should make this recommended reading for her struggling students? ?xx
Girl! Great way to break the block! ?
It is a lesson learned!
But that inner brat is a nuisance… I do not consent to brats!?
I love this picture, that coloured rope is so pretty….. And sometimes you just need to find a release to release the words
Mollyx
It’s my favourite rainbow rope, from http://www.thebondageman.com
This picture is a year old now, it seemed fitting to have it up for April.