Gotye - somebody that I used to know (feat. Kimbra)is an incredible song which takes me on a wave of emotions. When I first heard it I was sad for him, then I listened closer and realised that her words wouldn't take much tweaking to mirror some of my experiences. Very emotive, very beautiful and... Continue Reading →
Christmas is supposed to be a time of peace, love and joy. 2016 was not one that I would want to repeat.
An interesting week for me personally, but some wonderful friends and exciting new content from around the community has helped me regain some balance. Now it's my turn to #SOSS
Sir had been called in to attend a meeting not far from me, so K and I were invited to join him the evening before. When he emailed us in the morning, I responded promptly and chattered to K via text but, unknown to me, she didn't respond to him. I received an email later... Continue Reading →
With the removal of P from my home life I suddenly had some head space. Not a huge amount, I felt guilty for moving him out and he was still asking me to deal with this, that and the other. The late night knocks on the door, the calls and the texts were not welcome...... Continue Reading →
I had read about sub frenzy in the early days of my research. My understanding was that it affected new subs in their early days, wanting to try anything and everything as soon as possible. Under the strict care of Sir I had sidestepped this phenomenon. My hand had been held while I went through... Continue Reading →
Nothing could have prepared me for the sense of loss and abandonment that I felt. It is hard remembering how difficult I found the first few weeks. I had given part of me to this man and then he left, taking that part with him. Aside from sending him the email I didn't really know... Continue Reading →
Not long after we met with the couple Sir had some news for me. He would be working overseas for a few months, flying out a few days later and he would be unable to be in contact. This wasn't a surprise to me, we had discussed his unpredictable work patterns and I was prepared.... Continue Reading →