Marvellous questions for this weeks TMI Tuesday, I wonder if my responses will take your breath away? If not, perhaps the views will.
Marvellously TMI Tuesday: 10th July 2018.
If you are too busy to laugh, you are too busy.
A couple of weeks ago my good friend, Dr Lovelace was helping me with some tasks and we got the wax out for some extreme body writing. I love the way the wax I poured on her back has dribbled down her sides, and the flashes of red and blue. What I enjoyed was her reaction to the... Continue Reading →
I am but your fool they say… That is what I think.
I remember that evening clearly. It was a couple of days before my birthday, almost a year to the day since I had ended my marriage and I was having a moment of reverie. Thinking about how life was so much better since moving P out, new friendships and how I would love to see... Continue Reading →
Be brave. Take risks. Nothing can substitute experience.
I wonder how many submissives have been tasked by their dominant with anal stretching? Both of mine required this of me during my time with them. It was a task that I relished because anal play is a particular weakness for me.... It was my first step outside of "normal" sex at the tender age... Continue Reading →
If it scares you it might be a good idea to try.
The saying "Be careful what you wish for" comes to mind as I continue on with my memories. Actually the exact phrase that comes to mind is Be careful what videos you save to an xHamster account that you share with your Dominant, but it doesn't have quite the same ring to it. I have mentioned before that... Continue Reading →
If the plan doesn’t work change the plan, but never the goal.
MrN and I had an evening scheduled in for conversation and a short scene. As usual it had been planned the week before, he was working late and my boys were with their dad. We had tried it when they were home, but their bedtime pushed back our time for talk so everything became rushed... Continue Reading →
And suddenly you just know it is time to start something new and trust the magic of new beginnings
Life seemed to be going quite well. The sale of my marital home was nearing completion and I had a new flat to move into with my boys. They were settling into a new life with two homes. I had been promoted at work, had an increased case-load and became responsible for training new staff.... Continue Reading →
Some days there won’t be a song in your heart. Sing anyway.
Nothing could have prepared me for the sense of loss and abandonment that I felt. It is hard remembering how difficult I found the first few weeks. I had given part of me to this man and then he left, taking that part with him. Aside from sending him the email I didn't really know... Continue Reading →
I want to say I miss you…but it wouldn’t change anything so I’ll just keep pretending I don’t.
Not long after we met with the couple Sir had some news for me. He would be working overseas for a few months, flying out a few days later and he would be unable to be in contact. This wasn't a surprise to me, we had discussed his unpredictable work patterns and I was prepared.... Continue Reading →
People rarely succeed unless they have fun in what they are doing.
I may have mentioned my tasks once or twice already but they are such an important part of my relationship with Sir... So I will continue... There were many tasks which had an obvious reason. My liaison with M was a way for sir to see whether I was ready to push myself away from the... Continue Reading →
I decided that the devil finds work for idle hands and thanked him for his suggestion
The times we had been able to meet were so intense, and the perfect cherry on top of a wonderful cake, but they were just part of our relationship. It was the work I did for him between scenes, keeping me on the boil and building our connection. I was still looking for that elusive female... Continue Reading →
The amount of good luck coming your way depends on your willingness to act.
There was no doubt that luck had played an important part in my task completion. There had been no lack of effort from me, but I had been drawing blanks left, right and centre. So when I spotted the opportunity to kiss a woman I took it! It wasn't the most planned and premeditated move,... Continue Reading →
You are confined only by the walls you build yourself.
What he asked of me next was to prove an ongoing source of worry for quite some time. I had told him that I was straight, I felt no sexual attraction to females whatsoever. I had also told him that if something was not a hard limit I would explore my sexuality for him. So... Continue Reading →
I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious
I don't remember a time when I wasn't plagued by a thirst for knowledge. I have never seen this as a negative, it is a good thing to be constantly learning after all. In fact, my tutor recently complimented me on my "intellectual curiosity". I have occasionally been called nosy, but the questions come from... Continue Reading →
Personal growth is not about learning new information but unlearning old limits
A couple of weeks ago I was picking up my children from school and heard one dad say to his three-year old daughter "Don't try to do that, you can't do that yet so don't even try." She had asked for him to help her on the monkey bars after seeing her friend (my youngest)... Continue Reading →
